today was pikky's flight to london. she is off to middlesex. a very sad day indeed.

well, heres a little story about pikky. shes one of the nicest person you will ever meet. shes like a sister to me. i dont know, words cant seem to fill up the spaces. i just wish she was still here, we would enjoy our yam cha sessions, basketball, pool and every other thing. she is like the so called "party planner'. its just pretty sad. ive known her for years and now she is gone. she is coming back, if im not mistaken 6-7 months. but by that time, ill be gone. sigh ... its just sad.

pikky, you will definately be missed by all of us back here.

all i have to say is thank you. thank you for every single thing you've done for me.

rick.

its been awhile. why yes it has.

i fell in love whilst dreaming earlier. it was somehow the best dream ever. if it was true, she stays in edinburgh, uk. i dont know how i got that place correct in my dream. i checked it online and there is an edinburgh in the uk. very suprised.

life has been going on. recently had a bbq for everyone in my course which includes our juniors, which added up to 200+ people. so yea, it was fun mingling around and just chilling.

went to teluk bidara, 31st august 2007! awesome place to go in kuala terrengganu! we had a blast there just camping, fishing, driving at least 14 hours for the whole trip and just enjoying the night breeze. you somehow miss the beach and the smell of it when you havent seen it for awhile. i know i did. the evening breeze and night sky coolness just took me away. oh! i finally saw my first shooting star that night. yes!

the day we went off for the trip, was the day i did my tattoo. it represents my whole family as a whole and as a till death to us part kinda thing. so yeah. i loved it. took roughly around 3 hours to finish that day. its still not done. my next appointment is next month. heheheh.

thats about it. oh, sookie and i are still together. we grew from what we had, and what i had lost. i admire her strength and will to stay on. im just who i am. hopefully i will appreciate her more than i already do now before she realizes that im useless towards her.

yeah ... stay strong and keep your chin up.
rick.